Fucking Shit Up!

My Life Was Destined To Be Fucked From The Day I was Born

Here we go, first off I’m not some dude posting on a blog, hoping that some other guy or girl in another time zone will be  feeling all sympathetic for me. No, absolutely not, the truth of the matter is I chose to destroy my entire life and now that I’m almost 40 I’m stupid as fuck for taking all those wasted years for granted. After having this kind of awakening or realization I actually found something that I’m interested in, WordPress, JavaScript, HTML, and CSS. Remember I’m being honest here so I have to tell you that this is my third WP site after not getting any traffic to my other sites, zero! I was sitting here thinking and for those other sites I was so gung-ho on making them dynamic and most of all professional. I wanted so bad to have a site that anyone who landed there or saw it would instantly feel like that was a legit site. So yeah, I failed, and I try to learn as much as I can but there is so much info out there that it gets a little overwhelming (for me at least). So now I’m going to get back to the explanation of why I created FAB, and the content your viewing now actually has to do with something my professor Ms. Fellene said one day in a WP class while trying to explain an about page for a website. She said that this is where you really let it be known what makes you so qualified, experienced or how you have so much authority on the matter with the content you site is based on? That got me trying to think of anything I have enough understanding with to launch a site based on that, unless I want to be a fraud and put on a good show, I didn’t have the right to be representing anything on a website because the only thing I’ve truly been good at in this life is fucking shit up and letting people down. That’s when I said “fuck it” that’s what I’m going to represent and get behind, the reality of a life wasted with one bad decision after the next. Unfortunately I know this topic well enough to know what I’m doing with this content.